Stroke my ego...

I want to be someone's inspiration.. I want to be longed for when all I did was walk by and smile you.. I want to have someone kiss me every day when they see me because they love me that much. I want my tears to be wiped away with no questions.. just a hug. What about surprising me with dinner one night.. instead of walking in on you playing your video games.. How come I can't be the girl sitting at work bored out of my mind and to my surprise I get a delivery of a single tulip and a simple note that says something along the lines of Hi! I need a little reminder every now and again that you still find me sexy, smart, funny.. anything besides worthless... I miss tickle monster.. I miss random sex in random places with you. I want a big hug every now and again just for the sake of it. I wish I could come home and the trash was taken out. I don't ask for much.. I ask for little things.. I don't even want these things to happen every day.. just once in a while.. remind me that you still love me. Tell me for once from your own free will why you love me... I'm not asking for some long serious conversation... just next time we're sitting there look at me and say I love you becase.. and fill in the blank (your laugh, your ability to cook, your horrible baking.. idk.. anything!). I NEED romance! Why is that hard to come by?? I try to be romantic.. I try to remind him why I love him.. I try to do little things all the time for him... like buying a freaggin juicer for limes... c'mon.. it's that simple.. remember one thing I enjoy or like or said I would want.. and just go make it happen.. (I'm cheap so it'll never cost much!).. I don't do these things every day... but I try to do something at least once a week for him... and I get nothing in return.... I vote for a change!