Yea.. who knows

So I am giving up on ever attempting to make plans again... We made plans the other day to go to the beach.. and then he comes home today and says we're going to dinner.. and so I said oh okay.. so we'll go early to the beach... mind you we made like full day/night plans... once again... plans canceled on me... It's getting old... seriously old.

Seriously..

So about the only thing I honestly want to do is join the Air Force.. it will give me an amazing job.. great traveling opportunities.. a stable(ish) life.. and no... can't even do that... I have to wait three months to try again... eff all this... I swear... I just want out of all of this.