It hurts

You know you always say that every time you start to get cozy again that I fuck up and hurt you.. but it goes both ways. Every single time I think things are going well again you have to go and fuck or get a blowie from another bimbo in my/"our" bed.. you have any idea what that feels like? you have any idea what it feels like to be lied to.. straight to my face.. to have you say oh i love you and yadda yadda yadda.. and then do this to me???? i really hate you... honestly!

Huh?

So... everything and anything that could go wrong has gone wrong! I lost my job.. about to lose my house.. lost my relationship... and having him throw his new 'relationships' in my face... I just want to go somewhere very far away.. and never look back. Seriously.. I have no idea what is here for me to make me stay. I mean seriously.. my home life... I get kicked out of my own bed to have my on again/off again boyfriend fuck some bitch in MY bed last night... which is not the first time he has done this to me! My parents are done with me.. I just in general hate my life...! Lol.. someone take me away!!!