So you really know it's over when your boyfriend of six years decides to spend his monies on an iPod and taking another chick out on a date rather then paying the motgage. You know it's over when the first thing he does instead of saying hey or awknoledging you is check his phone to see what female wrote him. You know it's over when he gets mad that you made a comment such as 'oh your mom had us try that' in the middle of a grocery store because he doesn't want a female to know you're dating you. You know it's over when you can't remember the last time he hugged you or gave you a kiss besides a 'miss the lips' good bye kiss on his way to work. You want to know when you REALLY know it's over... do you? It's when you realize you cannot cry anymore and all you can do is laugh at how stupid everything really is. When you realize that when it was time to get down and dirty and have fun it's only become 'hey blow me or sleep on the couch'! or maybe when you realize that you cannot remember the last time they got you something instead of you getting them something or maybe, here's the big one, maybe you realize it's really over when instead of laughs and jokes and compliments it's only tears, insults, jokes to your expense, and silent sobs.. LOL.. it's amazing.. SIX YEARS.. !!!!
Anyway, things have gone so far down hill I think I hit the bottom layer so hard I made a new couple layers! But things are turning around.. yes they sure are!! I am moving on, slowly I know, but it's certainly happening! All I really can say is...
Fuck you dude!
