I just don't know...

Okay soo.. yesterday marks my 5 months of unemployment and I am seriously HATING life. I am so sick of getting yelled at by the main man... he honestly accused me of STEALING from him! How you wonder... bc I got a pack of cigs from the counter...!!! Go fucking figure! I just can't stand living with him anymore. I just applied for a corprate position where my mom works.. and she said I will probably have a good chance of getting the job there.. and they pay really good...!!

So.. on that note... if I can get the job there.. then I am moving out... it's final! I just can't do it anymore... I mean maybe the relationship between him and I will get better without us living together.. who knows.. or maybe it'll become obvious that it is seriously time to move on! I mean let alone him accusing me of stealing I get told I am a fat ass or lard ass... he only has me living with him in order to use my car... and well he hates me!

I am ready to be happy again.. move on with life... IDK.. wish me luck..

Well........

Holy Shamolies I haven't written in forever and a half!

Okay soooooo.. I lost my job, hurt Jason hardcore, we broke up, got kicked out of my house-moved in with mommy and daddy, moved back home, Jason's been a whore, we got back together again two days ago and I still don't have a job!

Going back to school for my A.S. for Radiology.. sooo.. that's kind of cool. Have an interview on Wednesday at a Pizza Shop I have no idea where it is.. or even the name! Hmm.. what else.. Oh yea... we're broke broke broke, considering we are living on one pay check, and our freaggin AC broke! :(