Thursday, May 27, 2010

Really?

So how can everything seem so good but underneath it all it's just so blejjjj!!!!! Seriously.. okay so I was super nervous about my license being suspended but it ended up getting worked out and all that is owed a fine.. no points!! And then... two.. yes only TWO.. days later I get a speeding ticket. Okay whatever... roll that off.. then I am evicted from my home... which I am getting blamed for because I lost my job.. when someone else could of easily afforded it on their own especially considering I was continuously bringing income in.. so honey stop pointing your finger at myself and realize ya got three others pointing right back at ya!! (thumbs DO NOT count!)... Okay so whatever right... well now we have to live with HIS mother.. and every morning when I wake up and realize where I am and who I am laying next to I cry a little, cringe, and then finally convince myself to get out of bed and run as quickly as possible!! Okay so some more bad news.. my next paycheck is going to be 25 hours vs the normal 62 hours... L A M E!!! And then the big one.. I'M PREGNANT!!!!! Seriously... not much can happen that will make me want to hide and run away.....