Heart shaped Meatloaf dinner didn't work

I feel like I have hit rock bottom... and I don't see any shining light anymore.. so I just feel like I keep digging a whole deeper and deeper.... there is no returning to the top or even the middle.. or even just getting back to the moment of "bottom." I feel soo alone.. and yea it's probably, no it is my fault but damnit can't someone, anyone be there for me just because they want to not because I had to put effort into something. Can't someone appreciate one little thing I do... like idk.. cleaning the house.. having dinner done.. making lunch.. doing their laundry.. asking how their day was... having their entire uniform down to their socks and undies laid out so they don't have to go rumaging to look for it? Can't someone notice something I have done...? Like maybe just a hey, good job or a thank you? I just want some sort of recognition for something.. anything.. except being told I'm a nasty bitch.. or how any day they could leave me.. I want someone to come home and give me a kiss and say hello! I'm not asking for a lot here.. or maybe offer me some help.. or do something when I asked them to do it. Can someone love me or are they right.. I'm unloveable?