It hurts

You know you always say that every time you start to get cozy again that I fuck up and hurt you.. but it goes both ways. Every single time I think things are going well again you have to go and fuck or get a blowie from another bimbo in my/"our" bed.. you have any idea what that feels like? you have any idea what it feels like to be lied to.. straight to my face.. to have you say oh i love you and yadda yadda yadda.. and then do this to me???? i really hate you... honestly!