Sunday, December 21, 2008

I just don't know what to do with myself....

Seriously... I really don't... I sit here some days and just think I am the LUCKIEST woman alive... and can't think of a single thing he does that makes me unhappy... I mean c'mon... who wouldn't love Tickle Monster?? Let's see... sweet kisses, hard lovin, FANTASTIC bacon, funny songs, Car Concerts, Monsters for everything, I could go on and on and on... and then some days I can only think of the bad things... womanizer, EXTREME flirt (beyond the harmless flirting), tries to have sex pretty much with anything with a vagina, never gives appreciation to me, doesn't do what he promises, lies and as far as I am concerned... cheat(ed/s). Sooooo.... what do I do?? Ignor the bad and remember the good... it's easier to say then do... you know? Try and talk to him about it... what is there to say... nothing!... Stay angry and grumpy like I do now and destroy my relationship even more! Oyyy... I just don't know what to do... seriously.. I'm so tired of being unhappy... but I am SO sick of being used! Anywho... I still know I love him to death and I want nothing more then to one day finally marry him...

Lol... I'm a skytzo... reading my last E-mail and then this one... you would think I was crazy.. but whatever! :)

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